tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69621147648009730102023-11-16T09:22:06.047-07:00Leeann WhiffenLeeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.comBlogger63125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-60089602162727463882010-07-23T08:52:00.001-06:002010-07-23T08:55:58.451-06:00Autism in ReverseI gave a presentation many months ago at an annual teacher's convention (out-of-state) and wanted them more than anything to walk away recognizing that kids with autism can improve, that it is worth their time and effort to work with them and their families to try and make a difference. I've had a lot of requests for it, so I recently had the PowerPoint converted into one video that any parent could then show to others to help convey the same message. I hope you will find it helpful!<br /><br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/YPtIohk-iXg&hl=en_US&fs=1?rel=0"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/YPtIohk-iXg&hl=en_US&fs=1?rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-54642782170260752472010-06-11T07:54:00.007-06:002010-06-11T14:38:06.036-06:00Treasures we find deep under our beds...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghLRZAOylNVcbVK1oHAhNk2XwbyHPmaHphSEXTQkQY1H-6n3FqUFME5reXgQPOsxx0W04QedkNlGClU3TTJBQWJ0FK1DqWegc4JLmPHVN4K1rslqQVHzUxZInLLGQtC4UQXWAtPJGCt40/s1600/MagicBox.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 270px; height: 270px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghLRZAOylNVcbVK1oHAhNk2XwbyHPmaHphSEXTQkQY1H-6n3FqUFME5reXgQPOsxx0W04QedkNlGClU3TTJBQWJ0FK1DqWegc4JLmPHVN4K1rslqQVHzUxZInLLGQtC4UQXWAtPJGCt40/s320/MagicBox.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481514472422572866" /></a><br />Earlier this week I told my oldest son that he needed to clean his room - something I say at least four times a day to any one of my three children who seem to be having too much fun before their jobs are done. So I was surprised to find my typical two-minute speed cleaner sitting on his floor sorting through old schoolwork he'd collected in his under-the-bed drawers. I tried not to comment on how it looked like he had taken a fan and set it in front of a pile of papers. Instead I glanced at the papers littering the floor, one in particular catching my eye...<br /><br />As I read the words to the poem/short essay he'd written about what he'd put in a magic box, it took me to a perfect world. It opened a tiny hole into his mind; it held a magnifying glass to his soul. It showed me in beautiful words from a then fifth grader what is really important to him - something he'd never even remotely communicated to me. It reminded me what should be important to me.<br /><br />Now before you gag and run for the bathroom, let me implore you that I refuse to be one of those mothers who believes her kids are really heavenly beings with tilted halos, or that everything they touch shimmers like a sequin. (splash cold water in face) Richard Paul Evans was brilliant when he once wrote, "It is one thing to take joy in a child's achievements and quite another to aggrandize ourselves through them. It is emotional incest to live vicariously through a child's success."<br /><br />Be assured my friends, while I'm tap dancing with joy, it is just that. A very happy place to be. So with that in mind, I share with you his essay.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7KmLboUpgY-xOPPTQ3shmqwpu1nkN3RwZdo292QCkgkmOPUy_l2CfAgoW75vJLoDL99KO9IfHBgD6yNv-x9bSrLoD4Ft2IPkqzjbJjlGG4CKLgN_LSZV08Z3LJedZY3mmWDcu7BB07NU/s1600/The+Magic+Box.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 303px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7KmLboUpgY-xOPPTQ3shmqwpu1nkN3RwZdo292QCkgkmOPUy_l2CfAgoW75vJLoDL99KO9IfHBgD6yNv-x9bSrLoD4Ft2IPkqzjbJjlGG4CKLgN_LSZV08Z3LJedZY3mmWDcu7BB07NU/s400/The+Magic+Box.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481615264636214130" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-30060149928728639992010-05-14T09:45:00.015-06:002010-05-28T09:55:01.005-06:00What's it like having your favorite author touch your book?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKpRZt94c5yp3hyphenhyphenZ8bfFhWA9z95gHm-C-LIQpun8g3efGyglaGXUIULNsWOxMWz-e3lrwI_LZsMAgQgDy2UcUPuXIIX_ShI-tIu4tpr0PTVokEr8691dnmkEEz52vcc6HTPobUxuawfrA/s1600/IMG_3592.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKpRZt94c5yp3hyphenhyphenZ8bfFhWA9z95gHm-C-LIQpun8g3efGyglaGXUIULNsWOxMWz-e3lrwI_LZsMAgQgDy2UcUPuXIIX_ShI-tIu4tpr0PTVokEr8691dnmkEEz52vcc6HTPobUxuawfrA/s400/IMG_3592.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471152882366180258" /></a>When I found out that <a href="http://kathrynstockett.com">Kathryn Stockett</a>, author of THE HELP, was coming to the <a href="http://kingsenglish.com">King's English</a> I did three chair pirouette's followed by the Tiger fist pump and wide, toothy smile. After I read THE HELP, many months ago, I was so sucked in by the writing, character development, distinct voices, and subject matter that I just had to have it signed. So I finally found a way to contact Ms. NYT Bestselling Stockett to see if she would sign my book. She wrote back, classy author alert!, and said she'd send me a bookplate. (another triple chair pirouette) <br /><br />So you can imagine my little girl-like, wet-your-pants, excitement when she signed my book <span style="font-style:italic;">in person</span>. Other authors may try to pretend they don't have author idols and that they don't even lose sleep the night before their favorite author signing. Yep, okay.<br /><br />And it gets even better! I'm sure you can also imagine my "is the earth moving under my feet?" excitement when she placed her hand on MY book, A CHILD'S JOURNEY OUT OF AUTISM. See it in the photo? It was the Mardi Gras. It was the first day of school where all three of my kids were IN school. It was a night of ten new 30 Rocks! The day one of my babies was born. <br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">It was Zoo-Wee Mama!</span> (for all you Diary of a Wimpy Kid closet lovers)<br /><br />*NOTE TO READERS: If you love to read, okay even if you don't, <a href="http://blog.mawbooks.com/2010/04/28/interview-with-leeann-whiffen-author-of-a-childs-journey-out-of-autism/">Maw Books</a> - one of the best book bloggers in Utah - posted my author interview and book review on her blog. Also, sorry for the long delay between posts! We're working on some exciting projects for my non-profit, <a href="http://utahautismcoalition.org">Utah Autism Coalition</a>.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-21394551704401535682010-03-09T08:43:00.006-07:002010-03-09T09:03:14.698-07:00We Ladies Need To Stick Together<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6aCN0OP7JHQ5mdNe0s6n_bLfP7d9N5DZhWlKDb8QornS1NYd3nKQF9cdPB4bA5INuJvbfOEnJSqkmmOn0sl3X9kx_wTLlB2at6p0kiArOoGkT_bc3qqfGic0-ngDtekxvpGoyAyGIEOk/s1600-h/paper-dollies.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 319px; height: 208px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6aCN0OP7JHQ5mdNe0s6n_bLfP7d9N5DZhWlKDb8QornS1NYd3nKQF9cdPB4bA5INuJvbfOEnJSqkmmOn0sl3X9kx_wTLlB2at6p0kiArOoGkT_bc3qqfGic0-ngDtekxvpGoyAyGIEOk/s320/paper-dollies.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446661320642715138" /></a>We ladies need to stick together.<br /><br />Sandra Bullock echoes this sentiment exactly <a href="http://www.cnn.com/video/?/video/showbiz/2010/03/08/sot.oscars.backstage.bullock.cnn">when sharing her reactions to winning the Oscar</a> for best actress.<br /><br />I couldn’t agree more.<br /><br />Ladies, I’m sure you can think of at least five women who have significantly helped you succeed in your life. Unfortunately the truth is I’m also pretty sure you can think of one or two who haven’t been helpful at all. Maybe she even blew you off completely, never called or emailed you back despite your best efforts to contact her for help. Or maybe she’s purposefully made life difficult for you. <br /><br />Madeleine Albright apparently wasn’t kidding when she once said, “There’s a special place in hell for women who don’t help other women.”<br /><br />In a day where thinness is celebrated to the point of pushing women into anorexia, where family and career become impossible juggling acts, where the stresses and societal, even cultural pressures to be perfect in every aspect of your life become too much – we women need to stick together. You’ve all seen the bumper sticker, Mean Girls Suck. Maybe you’ve even seen the movie. We all know what it feels like to be ignored. We must stick together. Let’s celebrate our differences, put away our pettiness, and instead reach into our hearts and pull out the empathy and innate nurturing abilities we possess to lift one another. <br /><br />Life is full of distractions, but nothing adjusts our focus clearer than altruism in the form of reaching out to one of our own.<br /><br />Sticking together doesn’t necessarily mean spending weeks or years helping someone succeed. It means smiling at another woman when you see stress flash across her face. Putting an arm around her when her posture looks heavy. Helping a stranger who “cold calls” or emails you to ask for your professional advice.<br /><br />Let’s be the women who have been there and who willingly reach a hand down to help the woman who wants to get there.<br /><br />So to my many women friends: Thank you for celebrating with me, for empathizing with me, and for answering my “cold call” emails. For telling your friends about my book, for calling your legislators to help pass important autism legislation. For being my friend. For sticking together.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-14002751065216984502010-01-20T15:28:00.002-07:002010-01-20T15:36:16.462-07:00Lessons from Haiti<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpmkU32OwvwqHeKYs2Ibea-b16fzdEp7La-Y8I_YUIHO18UL94CatF4BAU3ktLhZh7foEn6L9EKuXweYAZvHeYgjKhpHWgVWRcuF2RySNPo7GDZqiEvHLcilaJScPwOAxPAqlnASDaeQU/s1600-h/Copy+of+globe+plus+children.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 316px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpmkU32OwvwqHeKYs2Ibea-b16fzdEp7La-Y8I_YUIHO18UL94CatF4BAU3ktLhZh7foEn6L9EKuXweYAZvHeYgjKhpHWgVWRcuF2RySNPo7GDZqiEvHLcilaJScPwOAxPAqlnASDaeQU/s320/Copy+of+globe+plus+children.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428952929597701090" /></a><br />The day after the earthquake in the heart of Haiti, I watched all news updates with intense interest. I went to <a href="http://cnn.com">CNN</a> and watched heart wrenching videos of the disaster. Haitians were running in panic down what used to be a main street – strewn with debris and lined with flattened buildings. Husbands screaming because they can’t find their wives. Mothers screaming for their children. Families torn apart. The camera panned to dead bodies strewn in all directions. A tear fell from my face. Suddenly, an ad popped up next to the video I was watching. It was a picture of a designer stiletto with diamonds studding the heel. I was instantly reminded of the stark contrast of what was happening in the poorest country in the western hemisphere versus the comforts in which we live.<br /><br />Those scenes haven’t left me.<br /><br />As the week ensued I watched more horror unfold. People buried alive. Excavators dug mass graves. The stench from the dead was so potent it caused many to faint.<br /><br />I watched as a woman pleaded with rescuers to help find her daughter. Where? She pointed to the daycare center, now a pile of concrete. The rescuer yelled into a crevice, “If you can hear me, tap three times!” A faint tapping was heard. A dog trained to smell live humans scoured the area finding nothing. The rescuer yelled again, and continued the routine for several hours while digging. The tapping stopped before they could get to her. Her mother sobbed.<br /><br />Others stood by collapsed homes, knowing their loved ones were pinned inside. But they lacked the proper tools to get them out. <br /><br />A 10-year old girl remained calm and brave despite her leg being crushed and pinned by a concrete beam. Her uncle worked furiously trying to get her out. She cried out, “God, don’t let me die. Oh, please, God. I don’t want to die.” Hours later she was freed from the rubble. She died on the way to the hospital – three hours away.<br /><br />Where there was heartbreak, there was also triumph. A 70-year old woman was rescued from a church seven days after the earthquake. Earlier that day, an 18-month old baby was rescued from under the rubble of a flattened day-care center and reunited with his mother. Miracles indeed.<br /><br />May God bless the Haitian people. May they be comforted and unified. May we learn from their pain and sorrow and be inspired to live better lives and to contribute more to the betterment of humanity.<br /><br /><a href="http://edition.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2007/impact/">Impact Your World</a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-62941909748097049782010-01-05T09:54:00.009-07:002010-01-05T13:14:31.780-07:00Here's To A Year Of Four-Year-Old-Isms<span style="font-style:italic;">And how they have helped me remember why it is important to be present in every moment.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnGz5v1eefvl2_ROv0nt4rwMhIQ5FKXrOcp1-o5uT0wEkN48gQrg4ragID2KWoNAL6MtbuSWqybgsDcVBLS8wMn0JD7-IsSIDmvMBKxaDwq99fYoRg57-pHLBGJgywRV8NBiJGyBId2Us/s1600-h/IMG_3813_3.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 282px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnGz5v1eefvl2_ROv0nt4rwMhIQ5FKXrOcp1-o5uT0wEkN48gQrg4ragID2KWoNAL6MtbuSWqybgsDcVBLS8wMn0JD7-IsSIDmvMBKxaDwq99fYoRg57-pHLBGJgywRV8NBiJGyBId2Us/s320/IMG_3813_3.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423305476434555154" /></a><br />Watching him out the back window, his hair matted to his head from the rain as he dipped his wand in the bubbles, and blew. After a couple of minutes, he saw me, he smiled and mouthed the words I love you while he gave me the sign in sign language.<br /><br />Tucking him into bed one night and pressing "play" as his Mary Pope Osborne book on CD started to play. His eyes got big. He sucked in a deep breath, then said, “I love this one! It makes my heart beep and beep right out of my chest!”<br /><br />Walking into my office while I was “in the zone” and dumping an armful of leaves onto my desk and computer. He had collected them especially for me. <br /><br />Telling me one day that Happy + Sad = Purple.<br /><br />Riding in the car one day and he said, “Look at those pretty clouds up there. I want to get one for you, but it’s too high for me to climb.”<br /><br />“Mom I have a bloody nose and there’s blood on it. But that’s okay, I just ate it."<br /><br />"Mom, will you marry me?"<br /><br />Telling him I had to get beautiful before we went to church he said, "But, you already are beautiful." Then he whistled at me as I came out of my room in make up and a dress.<br /><br />Bowing his head to pray before dinner, he started, “Once upon a time…” Then went on to tell the most fantastic story about a bunny, then ended it “amen.”<br /><br />Telling the boys to use the bathroom before we left. I had to ask him three times, and on the third time he pleaded, “Mom, I can’t because I’m all out of pee!”<br /><br />Asking me, “Is a male a boy?” I said "yep." Then he asked, “Is an email a girl?”<br /><br />Telling me, “Mom, I love you more than my lego set.”<br /><br />When asking him how the circus was he replied: “The clown hates me.”<br /><br />Laying down on my bed due to a severe headache. He came into my room and said, “Mom, I can make you feel all better, just like you make me feel better when I’m sick.” Then he took his little hand and put it on my forehead. "See, don't you feel better now?"<br /><br /><br />Dum Vivimus, Vivamus<br />While we live, let’s liveLeeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-74284099494440960802009-12-09T09:49:00.003-07:002009-12-09T10:47:22.590-07:00UhrumpapumpumI love the spastic flashing lights – yes the ones that could quite possibly cause a seizure in certain susceptible people. I even look forward to the plastic yard nativity scenes, broken Christmas ornaments, and even being thrown out of the “no fall club” after turfing it on an especially inconspicuous piece of black ice. I love the memories that bring a smile as I pull out that childhood Christmas ornament, or the nostalgia felt when you discover year after year that ugly brown and orange, yarn-wrapped-around-popsicle-stick decoration that your third grade teacher gave you. Throwing it away would somehow equate to a memory wipe of the events surrounding that priceless gift. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLjzTKD01SJCmFIUnjJMrZSux_sbtJOLQP9zOPE3oSzyLl0MTU3pBvnb2jcsz5k-teUI00U90TE-9WIRnJD-zdd8c4Z-NAKCUqsbEOBEy2XOQHY9HxXbyGt0MIZg7hwcZYew2jwM92lPA/s1600-h/IMG_4123_2.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLjzTKD01SJCmFIUnjJMrZSux_sbtJOLQP9zOPE3oSzyLl0MTU3pBvnb2jcsz5k-teUI00U90TE-9WIRnJD-zdd8c4Z-NAKCUqsbEOBEy2XOQHY9HxXbyGt0MIZg7hwcZYew2jwM92lPA/s400/IMG_4123_2.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5413292381470248306" /></a><br />As all of that adds to my happiness, it’s the memory of Judd’s face when Santa Claus knew his name and that he had been trying hard to brush his teeth twice a day; it’s the memory of watching him top the Christmas tree with the star; it’s the memory of Drew congratulating Clay after a win in his Christmas Classic football game; it’s waking up and plugging in the Christmas tree while the house is still quiet, and staying there for a moment enjoying the magic. It’s as if we need something tangible to tie to those fleeting moments that often otherwise get forgotten if not captured in our hearts. <br /><br />Each year I reflect upon those who play in my life’s orchestra. There are the staples – my close friends and family who are the violinists, cellos, trumpets, clarinets and flutes. But then there are those who come in and make certain parts of the song special – a chord on the harp, the addition of a classical guitar, a piccolo solo, or the impeccable timing of a cymbal. While the song would never start with the core instruments, it becomes so much more beautiful and harmonic with the addition of those symphonic instruments. The potential of the song to touch the audience becomes stronger. And even though they may not play the melody, the song would not sound the same without them.<br /><br />Many of you in my life have functioned as piccolos, harps, classic guitars, and cymbals. I’ve been thinking a lot about you the last several weeks and the role you play in my orchestra. I wondered how I might crash the cymbals in your orchestra, or strum a chord on my classic guitar in your life?<br /><br />What can we do to help someone today? What if you lend a hand to the lady in front of you in the mile long line at Wal-Mart. You know – the one with five kids playing tag around her cart as her baby cries hysterically.<br /><br />We all have something to give. Every single day. And I believe once we find out what it is and act upon it, our lives will be that much richer.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-45491623055079090892009-11-23T08:11:00.005-07:002009-11-23T08:33:55.462-07:00Ladies, Have You Had Your Yorkie Today?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdMyxjklS9k6B4bXxZ9edp96dNlUwl3qPM-tLPTlx8Qew1UWMp8N9oIPhF5MxOkO5HZpduZres_1EVEBluccxG8j0_zsRpICnLoj72jmoDiMN7ALQ7x7fCwA2Sq9CW7UhiSd5LkEXVA20/s1600/IMG_3849.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdMyxjklS9k6B4bXxZ9edp96dNlUwl3qPM-tLPTlx8Qew1UWMp8N9oIPhF5MxOkO5HZpduZres_1EVEBluccxG8j0_zsRpICnLoj72jmoDiMN7ALQ7x7fCwA2Sq9CW7UhiSd5LkEXVA20/s320/IMG_3849.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407319572320832130" /></a>Lush. Humid. Cell phone usage triple the normal rate. Tree frogs whistling in the evenings. Dinner on the water lot. Dancing with dolphins. God-fearing, happy people with heart and hospitality. Where tennis was born. Minimum wage is $25. 183 steps to the top of Gibb's Hill Lighthouse. Where we rediscovered life, food, people, and our relationship with each other.<br /><br />Bermuda.<br /><br />I was nervous. Okay, really nervous. Not the anxiety you usually feel when you’re late for work, or the clock is ticking on a really important deadline. It was the anxiety you feel when you wonder if you might be having a myocardial infarction, or if the left side of your body just feels numb and you also happen to be suffering from an irregular heartbeat. It’s ground zero in your stomach – that spot you think you can feel (maybe even see) oozing burning acid that may or may not spill up and into your esophagus. <br /><br />I’ve presented at many events before without getting booed or bitten by anyone (that’s for you psycho New Moon fans), and I tried to remind myself of this as I boarded our midnight flight to Atlanta en route to Bermuda. I had never taken my entire family before. We’d never pulled an all-nighter together either, let alone on an airplane. Nevermind that our next stop was a four-hour layover. I had never had to carry so much equipment with me, from snorkel gear and sunscreen to a laptop and pantsuit with heels. It was risky. It could be a disaster. <br /><br />But I wanted this to be my best effort. I wanted to make a difference. If I could inspire my audience it would be a successful trip.<br /><br />I was inspired. Educators who wanted to make a difference in the lives of their students. Parents who refused to give up. Bermudians who are some of the most friendly, genuine folks I’ve met. Folks who exemplified something Neal A. Maxwell once said, “Those with true hope often see their personal circumstances shaken, like kaleidoscopes, again and again. Yet with the ‘eye of faith,’ they still see divine pattern and purpose." <br /><br />I barely remember the last time we were able to enjoy each other as a family in that way. Raw. No internet, cell phones, distractions. It made me realize that while goals are good and work is a necessity, vacations are essential. They force you out of your box and into a new realm of creativity and life learning. In those seven days, I understood myself better; I connected with my kids and Sean on a fresh, unique plane. Perspectives changed. Hope renewed. Memories were etched into our time lines.<br /><br />One person fell out of bed at 3 a.m. Three people swam with the dolphins (while two others watched in the rain with faulty ponchos). While on a ferry at night, we saw lighthouse beams that could be seen for 60 miles in all directions. We drank Ginger Beer. We ate Yorkies. Yes, I gobbled three over the course of the week. Once I saw that the package clearly stated “not for girls” I made it a point to eat as many of those rich, velvety chocolate bars as I felt like – despite in large, bold font the package also declared a 385 calorie count. Meow.)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVu5mm1leuh0SoWZBmkhBV5oWgHjwcta3Kt5hGp0AmRIIjv0s8OFqXdLH0Xy3sasmvlYcWBlvEd_WVz1PAlMTCFu-DcVroriio5dKkO3D4P2chTJF3KDIwf9OkPXTXnNy3cXlHOxloono/s1600/IMG_3279.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVu5mm1leuh0SoWZBmkhBV5oWgHjwcta3Kt5hGp0AmRIIjv0s8OFqXdLH0Xy3sasmvlYcWBlvEd_WVz1PAlMTCFu-DcVroriio5dKkO3D4P2chTJF3KDIwf9OkPXTXnNy3cXlHOxloono/s320/IMG_3279.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407321815232836802" /></a><br />We puddle jumped, and ate chicken fingers and fries almost every meal. We ate the marshmallows from Lucky Charms for breakfast and forgot to use our disposable underwater cameras. My psoriasis went away. Paper was moist. The Stud got taken under by a wave, but his big brother pulled him to safety. We saw good in each other, and bad too. But most of all, we were just there together. <br /><br />One for another.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-27389356171253575432009-10-28T09:56:00.009-06:002009-10-28T14:03:31.873-06:00The Chain of Distraction<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqWUv716hJBCjqAVj2JZCVF7PhWdCA5al5-vXc5bmuWvwuCiJqwcfPulizDJhSMlD8VG4rM_Q6yCvraGHisNbUGygDhO7tghEgvIb3hPEl6tyI3c8Sq5N0OcwUq7pKMer5H5yHTI2vSDk/s1600-h/en_23distraction.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 130px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqWUv716hJBCjqAVj2JZCVF7PhWdCA5al5-vXc5bmuWvwuCiJqwcfPulizDJhSMlD8VG4rM_Q6yCvraGHisNbUGygDhO7tghEgvIb3hPEl6tyI3c8Sq5N0OcwUq7pKMer5H5yHTI2vSDk/s200/en_23distraction.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5397680634600194466" /></a> I’m working on a presentation I’ll be giving in a few weeks, and I open my journal in Word to search for something funny Clay said that I wanted to include. I see a reference to a blog post I’d written a few months ago and it reminds me to check my blog. I see my latest post about the new book I recently finished reading, and I remember I need to update my <a href="http://goodreads.com">Good Reads</a> account. I have a new friend invite so I accept, and then check out what she’s reading. I notice a book called <span style="font-style:italic;">The Boy Who Harnessed the Wind</span>, a true story about a boy from Africa. I think how cool it is that the first African-American president has been elected, and it reminds me that I need to get a status on the health care reform bill. I check CNN for updates on the story and notice a headline about the new <a href="http://www.cnn.com/2009/TECH/10/27/rasmussen.brothers.google.wave/index.html">Google Wave</a> and the buzz surrounding this "real time" communication tool and talks about how it will revolutionize email. I debate whether or not I will ever use it, since those in your "wave" can actually see you type your message. What if I type something not very nice on the fly as my friends watch me delete letter by letter. Not for me.<br /><br />Then the article mentions a discussion about Google Wave on Twitter, which reminds me I haven't tweeted in over three hours. I go to my twitter account and see an interesting link one of my peeps posted to an article in the New Yorker. Five minutes into the article, I hear a ding and see that I’ve received a new email. It’s from <a href="http://a2zshoes.com">A2Zshoes</a>, the website that I inadvertently purchased a pair of fake Nike running shoes (no I had no idea they were fake until I watched a YouTube video that points out the slight differences. Do not buy shoes from this website). Unfortunately, despite what their website says, they don’t allow returns. So I check Ebay to see if I can sell them as "fakes" when I see that same pair of Nike running shoes going for half the retail price. Are they real? I'm not sure; probably not at that price. By this time my computer is really chugging, not smoking yet, but the multiple programs and windows simultaneously open are causing parts, I don't even know the name of, to overwork. Soon it becomes frozen and I have to restart. <br /><br />Now I can’t remember what I was doing, so I check my FB account and notice that one of my friend’s is having a good day according to her status. So I click the “I like" that. I look at the clock and realize it’s time to pick up Judd from school.<br /><br />In this day where distraction is imminent, I’m more and more convinced that some of the best tools one can develop are time management and focus.<br /><br />Now back to work...Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-50222474544124210082009-10-12T11:01:00.006-06:002009-10-12T13:12:28.206-06:00What makes us happy?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1OUYysX5yqRpM3-E3HL3ve6Je29yjXPYO4RcTYC64b7_03ixIX51KSOci6zw1elRlBMffo2014cfC40RQlXC5hIuo9OgAzLZNsCwJc27Bpg9rVQnSk6LMaRFtiNynoiWa9CONJsLxKCQ/s1600-h/happiness.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 168px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1OUYysX5yqRpM3-E3HL3ve6Je29yjXPYO4RcTYC64b7_03ixIX51KSOci6zw1elRlBMffo2014cfC40RQlXC5hIuo9OgAzLZNsCwJc27Bpg9rVQnSk6LMaRFtiNynoiWa9CONJsLxKCQ/s200/happiness.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5391764092580119410" /></a>The results of a <a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/marcus-buckingham/whats-happening-to-womens_b_289511.html">recent study</a> showed that since 1972 women’s happiness levels have dropped. This may seem puzzling and even ironic since there are so many more opportunities for women now than there were 37 years ago, and since other studies have shown that men are taking a greater role in child rearing and housework.<br /><br />The study showed that women are happier early on in their lives, but become sadder as they grow older. What factors are involved in this sudden drop in contentment? Is it the pressures on women to look young, sexy, and attractive all while juggling a career and child rearing - to be everything to everybody?<br /><br />I just finished reading <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Half-Sky-Oppression-Opportunity-Worldwide/dp/0307267148/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1255373621&sr=1-1">HALF THE SKY</a>, an incredible, eye-opening book in which I'll blog about soon. The last chapter examines what influences our long-term happiness, and that social psychologists have found through multiple studies that our happiness isn't dependent on what good or bad things happen to us, like one would think. For example, if we happened to win the lottery we might feel a blip of happiness, but it would taper off. If we got hit by a car and became paraplegic, we'd find a drop in happiness, but then our happiness would resume to the levels in which they were before the accident. Most importantly, they point out that our happiness levels are directly tied to a "connection of something larger - a greater cause or humanitarian purpose."<br /><br />I believe there are many reasons why women aren’t happy. There are too many distractions, pressures to perform as mothers and in careers, lack of appreciation for doing what really matters, and less quality time with those we love. But the biggest factor, I believe, is that we become so leashed to our daily activities that we forget that life is really bigger than us. It wasn’t until I became involved in a much bigger cause than just me, that I truly became the happiest person I’ve ever been. I still could give more, and when I have a noticeable drop in happiness, it's usually directly related to how long it has been since I've spent time giving to the cause. <br /><br />In an age where we're bombarded with information and messages regarding what we think will make us happy, we often lose sight of who we really are and who we want to become. It is proven that an altruistic attitude is the best way to create a meaningful life full of lasting happiness.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-5809531375601295772009-09-21T10:05:00.008-06:002009-09-21T10:27:08.990-06:00Howling at the MoonLately, as I’m going about my business in my own home, I might round a corner to be met by a loud “boo” followed by a giggle in response to my yelp and bugged out eyeballs. I’ve often wondered what kind of an emotional toll this might be taking on my fragile, adrenal fatigued, 32 year-old for-one-more-week body. <br /><br />The small one talks often about what he wants to be for Halloween. Monday - Vampire. Wednesday - Wait, Airplane. Saturday - No, Darth Vader. Yesterday - Incredible Hulk. “For really, Mom!” He says, after I threatened to dress him up as the pinkest princess in all the land. <br /><br />Knowing from painful experience that if you wait until the week before Halloween hoping a three or four-year old is done changing his mind, you’ll find that only size 10-12 Grim Reaper (with blood dripping down the face) and adult size Big Bird costumes remain on the racks. So we settled on Hulk last week, and I've only had to threaten Tinker Bell once so far.<br /><br />As I contemplated how much longer my heart muscles and nerve endings would endure shouts of “boo” at the least expected moment, I decided we had better feed this creative Halloween monster we named, Judd. (the Stud, he corrects in my head as I write this)<br /><br />We went down in the basement and dug out the spookiest shoebox we could find. We gathered together the 10 candy corns we hadn’t eaten yet from earlier that day, printed some freaky pictures from the internet, and started mixing our ghoulish creative juices until they started to bubble over.<br /><br />This is what we came up with. And it worked. For a few days. <br /><br />Now he wants to know what we’re making tomorrow. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjOviCRzTHX1mGmUbbRpijXo8D-EggTmmA6Qa1Nn0vCcfDhXLVQXVLk6hAxByg58zSnYc4g_aEc8d3AJHltS6dakU6QIINFeiVCuigqs7nJivJenqyFIFI0i3lJs5K7RvvbJxFxY3XyZQ/s1600-h/IMG_3479.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhjOviCRzTHX1mGmUbbRpijXo8D-EggTmmA6Qa1Nn0vCcfDhXLVQXVLk6hAxByg58zSnYc4g_aEc8d3AJHltS6dakU6QIINFeiVCuigqs7nJivJenqyFIFI0i3lJs5K7RvvbJxFxY3XyZQ/s400/IMG_3479.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383953311453273442" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhASzjSsZ5Obx_tf7DBw0PpLV4wYYLy3UL0cyiinv4st_9HFD0Dp0dfCZgyD0em1DtOIjdT0Pe5tmVquMbK7p2WyNo8fTeuaa_1AuhhMvA0Wt-0sfSP8WshaG3C9xHaJNAwsR3-GdZpcXQ/s1600-h/IMG_3482.JPG"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhASzjSsZ5Obx_tf7DBw0PpLV4wYYLy3UL0cyiinv4st_9HFD0Dp0dfCZgyD0em1DtOIjdT0Pe5tmVquMbK7p2WyNo8fTeuaa_1AuhhMvA0Wt-0sfSP8WshaG3C9xHaJNAwsR3-GdZpcXQ/s400/IMG_3482.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383953725958845746" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgslxGd2DJ3BjRwzNHSc_sCHSGfkPPliCmbu1LuI-10fypk1-MlK8dwfTNBqtNC6xucya4IV0mAldJ5LJNdv_okPiMNbsyOH5-CUodiTB1gnn2lpkXjskxUA3Yrd0CJ9dqsMwXOh7QreuA/s1600-h/IMG_3489_2.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 357px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgslxGd2DJ3BjRwzNHSc_sCHSGfkPPliCmbu1LuI-10fypk1-MlK8dwfTNBqtNC6xucya4IV0mAldJ5LJNdv_okPiMNbsyOH5-CUodiTB1gnn2lpkXjskxUA3Yrd0CJ9dqsMwXOh7QreuA/s400/IMG_3489_2.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383956732852930306" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-24966746558920849872009-09-08T18:42:00.010-06:002009-09-09T23:17:24.269-06:00Broken<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiysk8OJXW-Ay6uTKloQ7PY2Lt2j3eJUXr50S8WhWk2EEwR7gFbH08NIS3kkRNNn2Eh3uXn_HS_TNK3dpcUuROywoGHNwQR9BtJ8H-p18nTYWqBXWQBd2BZCqnOTaJH2WHfUIbjnSJmJxI/s1600-h/ist2_1605587-broken-glass-pieces.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 380px; height: 253px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiysk8OJXW-Ay6uTKloQ7PY2Lt2j3eJUXr50S8WhWk2EEwR7gFbH08NIS3kkRNNn2Eh3uXn_HS_TNK3dpcUuROywoGHNwQR9BtJ8H-p18nTYWqBXWQBd2BZCqnOTaJH2WHfUIbjnSJmJxI/s400/ist2_1605587-broken-glass-pieces.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5379261878161469218" /></a><br />Our family has finally reached a travel milestone that most parents won’t forget. <br /><br />No more changing diapers in the back of the car. No more having to Ziploc soiled wipes and diapers until the next gas stop. No more pulling over to the side of the road to feed the baby. No more screaming non-stop because you’ve missed two naps. <br /><br />Instead we create lasting memories that don’t involve the smells of sour milk, sewage, and recurring images of zombie parents. Now the boys are old enough to either pee in an empty bottle (a luxury we women will almost always envy), pee in the weeds off the side of the road, or if mom has to go we’ll hit the nicest gas station we can find. (she’ll push out thoughts of deadly bacteria yet-to-be-discovered collecting on the soles of her shoes)<br /><br />Memories of the Denver Zoo and the highlight and topic of discussion for the last four days has revolved around when the Zebra rolled around on the ground causing a mad dust storm; then he unexpectedly passed gas with his legs straight up in the air. Thank you, Striped One. You made our entire trip. The boys have already forgotten the Denver Broncos game, the trip to the Lego outlet, and Elitch Gardens (Six Flags). But the memory you created, Striped One, will be passed down from one generation to the next as a favorite tale releasing countless endorphins, which could quite possibly cure any undiagnosed disease lingering in our future posterity. <br /><br />The one family travel event that hasn’t changed – broken priceless objects. We manage to fatally damage at least one irreplaceable object or family heirloom every time we travel. Once WE* broke a lamp at my parents house, the shade AND the base. Over Thanksgiving one year, WE broke a large vase that was given to my brother and his wife as a wedding gift. Last summer, an errant football flew through the air breaking a chandelier. On our last day of our vacation in Colorado, just when we thought we were changing our fate, I came downstairs to see my sister-in-law sweeping up glass in the kitchen. Yes, WE did. WE broke a snow globe that was purchased in Germany and given to the youngest daughter. Exhaling, “ahh, sad.” <br /><br />Oh, the anticipation of our next trip. Let’s just hope the Striped One is there to make it all better.<br /><br /><br />*I use “WE” as not to cause unnecessary therapy in any one child’s adult life.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-15438224628082084382009-08-31T21:18:00.014-06:002009-08-31T22:18:36.883-06:00In Celebration of Writer Appreciation Week<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgS3LQyqoiXVLs_15o5QBZViT7CklrDZYxGA-tbYXrOHVyxgxMP8jntcvMaiEcZSulBpM59SAkIl9Np-5Syk7WwKtiIu5XjOTkCTzHygXlJlfQU-wf1CehYPh-mAee9LCceY-yjegFKNzE/s1600-h/pastedGraphic.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 128px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgS3LQyqoiXVLs_15o5QBZViT7CklrDZYxGA-tbYXrOHVyxgxMP8jntcvMaiEcZSulBpM59SAkIl9Np-5Syk7WwKtiIu5XjOTkCTzHygXlJlfQU-wf1CehYPh-mAee9LCceY-yjegFKNzE/s400/pastedGraphic.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376335190405956482" /></a><br />A special thanks to agent <a href="http://blog.nathanbransford.com/">Nathan Bransford</a> for creating Writer Appreciation Week.<br /><br />It soon becomes apparent to an author that if you’re writing to be published, you can’t just be an artist, a creator, a master of your craft. You have to have stealth-like moves, brain power in the gigahertz range, and the ability to thwart all impending doom. When you get knocked around, you have to pretend it doesn’t hurt, get back up in stoic form, and like Bruce Willis’ character on <span style="font-style:italic;">Die Hard</span>, make extraordinary feats look easy.<br /><br />So when determining which part of the publishing process is most difficult, you’d have to take into account the following:* <br /><br />a) <span style="font-weight:bold;">craft the story</span>...<span style="font-style:italic;">one to two years, if you’re snappy</span><br />b) <span style="font-weight:bold;">revise the story</span> until you’ve rewritten and subsequently memorized all 330 pages<br />c) <span style="font-weight:bold;">obtain an agent</span>...m<span style="font-style:italic;">ost agents reject 99% of submissions. Now remember, you were once the fastest swimming sperm out of millions…</span><br />d) <span style="font-weight:bold;">sell it to a publisher</span><br />e) <span style="font-weight:bold;">build a platform</span>...<span style="font-style:italic;">oops, you were supposed to have done that two years before you started writing your book</span><br />f) <span style="font-weight:bold;">exploit yourself online</span><br />g) <span style="font-weight:bold;">create a brilliant viral marketing scheme</span> including book trailer so funny or dramatic it rivals an MGM creation<br />h) <span style="font-weight:bold;">ensure your book gets into bookstores</span>...<span style="font-style:italic;">gotta get a blurb by a NYT bestselling author. Dig deep with those connections</span><br />i) <span style="font-weight:bold;">sell enough copies so you can keep writing</span>...<span style="font-style:italic;">remember those Bookscan numbers? They can bite your rear in half. One chomp.</span><br />j) <span style="font-weight:bold;">blog three times per week</span>, keep your tribe happy on FB & Twitter while keeping up with book #2<br />k) <span style="font-weight:bold;">obtain a coveted national TV spot</span> or a rave review in a major newspaper <br />l) <span style="font-weight:bold;">a dose of luck</span> that would be akin to winning the $1 million PowerBall always helps<br />m) <span style="font-weight:bold;">stand outside Rockefeller Plaza</span> at 4 a.m. to secure a prime spot with your book poster. Then when Al Roker does the weather, pump it up and down above his head. <br />n) <span style="font-weight:bold;">If you’re lucky enough to get a fantastic agent, <a href="http://sourcebooks.com">editor, and publishing team</a></span> like I did, the C-N will be delightful. Kinda like eating a fluffy piece of chocolate cake with hot fudge in the middle...with a side of vanilla bean ice cream.<br /><br />Would I do it again? Abso-friggin-lutely. It’s an <strike>obsession</strike> love like none other. Your spouse may hate you, your mother may block your calls, any word related to the publishing industry may become banned in your own home and even your neighborhood, but the love of the craft is more potent, more pining and unrelenting, and more dangerous than Shakespearean prose.<br /><br />So to those writers ready to shred the manuscript and become an organic farmer, I beg you to reconsider and instead ride on this for awhile. <a href="http://kathrynstockett.com">Kathryn Stockett</a> who wrote my favorite book to date, THE HELP, was rejected 45 times. Well actually, she said she didn’t really know exactly how many times she was rejected because the fact of the matter was, she stopped counting at 45. Now she's #4 on the New York Times bestsellers list.<br /><br />As one New York editor put it, “People think publishing is a business, but it’s a casino.”<br /><br />I do like the bright, flashing neon signs. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />* This is to be squeezed in somewhere between your full-time job and raising your childrenLeeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-29982904504442996152009-08-02T22:25:00.007-06:002009-08-03T13:29:17.579-06:00Seduction on Aisle Five<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXcWl3oVQ7zjhniGESD7XDKY2i4poUO6iR0tQGdnAQcwwV6L5zRkW9cGzJfn4RDHd9rhLQIrDknJ2_l5O6PxaslHUlo3sCw3fHU134buBcG1j_TKLEDR5e3nj8mz-zwUC-9kqEjWti6NA/s1600-h/Eve.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 220px; height: 220px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXcWl3oVQ7zjhniGESD7XDKY2i4poUO6iR0tQGdnAQcwwV6L5zRkW9cGzJfn4RDHd9rhLQIrDknJ2_l5O6PxaslHUlo3sCw3fHU134buBcG1j_TKLEDR5e3nj8mz-zwUC-9kqEjWti6NA/s320/Eve.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365599434058505890" /></a>The other day during breakfast, Sean casually suggested we create a separate budget item called, “Target book budget.” I looked at him like he had just poured orange juice over his cold cereal. I refused to believe I had ever actually purchased books at my Oasis, the Omnipotent One where the price is always right. After all, I really try to support our local indie bookseller in SLC, <a href="http://kingsenglish.com">The King’s English</a> (see below for proof). <br /><br />I have never set out to buy a book at Target, ever. It’s just that on my tri-weekly trip, I inevitably pass the aisle of beguiling literature where all the covers are face out. As I pass the said aisle, I see a delicious cover with three cute birds dotting the center. “Quick, cover the eyes,” I remind myself. Then I swear I hear one say, “Hey baby, come look over here.” Then I think I hear, “Hot stuff, you look good in those jeans (the same jeans I thought made my rear double in size when I put them on that morning), but you’ll look even better if you read this. You know you want to.” Before I realize what is happening, I’m stuck with my nose buried deep into some book called, <span style="font-style:italic;"><a href="http://girlsfromames.com">The Girls From Ames</a></span>, which by the way, was telling me it had some Lindt excellence white coconut chocolate hidden somewhere between the covers. <br /><br />How does one resist? <br /><br />One doesn’t. I grab it from the shelf and flip right to the acknowledgments page (weird ritual), then the author bio, and finally I partake of the first square of white chocolate – Chapter One – and it reels me in like a rainbow trout stupidly chomping down on the fluorescent pink power bait (even though it knew better).<br /><br />Bobby Banjo can sense my book point-of-no-return like a bird dog sniffing out the course. And he intends to exploit me at this vulnerable time in my life. “Mommy, I’ll be right over here…” <br /><br />“Yeah, okay Judd. Whatever, just…” <br /><br />“Mom!” he says. “It’s not Judd. It's Judd the Stud.” I look at him over my book. “Okay, whatever, Judd. Uh, Judd the Stud. Just stay close,” I say, as the bubble above my heads shows my hands rubbing together in the glee of 10 minutes of solitary book reading. When I realize I’m finished with the first chapter and he hasn’t tried to interrupt me at least five times, I throw the book in my cart. <br /><br />Whoops? Did I just do that? <br /><br />I head around the corner. Not there. I cruise down a few more aisles until I finally find him here. "What? Why here, Judd?” I ask. “Judd the STUD, Mom.” He says poking his head out. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqpasFKEd6eLyOaDQSYhBwiQ5U0wEsMhWIl9GthzsiS4SPWfaublzO49DYm33j5mw1XMBE-hk7LkbksaveDlBt9MQQy0gQvDWkt2m1keR3Xfso5rFeWrMkUej1qZd80MojM7P1p3ludSo/s1600-h/IMG_0456.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqpasFKEd6eLyOaDQSYhBwiQ5U0wEsMhWIl9GthzsiS4SPWfaublzO49DYm33j5mw1XMBE-hk7LkbksaveDlBt9MQQy0gQvDWkt2m1keR3Xfso5rFeWrMkUej1qZd80MojM7P1p3ludSo/s320/IMG_0456.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365605973916720354" /></a><br />I still have no idea what he was doing. But it reminded me that I needed something on that aisle anyway. And, that I had forgotten to check out that book called <span style="font-style:italic;"><a href="http://us.macmillan.com/sarahskey">Sarah’s Key</a></span>… <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitMOkdgSZtp1EtZCl5daCjETwr4yTlQPIzMJUn-A2UZjDwBraIzzbr1kMDrI_oGD6T4kX8Spkl4DcCI5Fjl5jWWyU6qIhxsjKy335pI36MXAMauAWbiroQJgtzYmRxeMikLWsMM7ifUwc/s1600-h/IMG_0409.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitMOkdgSZtp1EtZCl5daCjETwr4yTlQPIzMJUn-A2UZjDwBraIzzbr1kMDrI_oGD6T4kX8Spkl4DcCI5Fjl5jWWyU6qIhxsjKy335pI36MXAMauAWbiroQJgtzYmRxeMikLWsMM7ifUwc/s320/IMG_0409.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5365601259652056882" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-78962100099943289212009-07-10T08:41:00.005-06:002009-07-10T16:08:01.797-06:00I need your help!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgxG9RIntzSPQgpZjqL8SFfdVAPF-kY_xDqvoSP8HJbWxz3ltBoOp98rEi4Mj1Jgytgfoqvw953zCetIy_NDWsGbGehmj-6w7yhyphenhyphenzKpGZNrWcbC2CvXoXB9EDwErKWaRlxizKfp3aVdNY/s1600-h/the_ant_bully.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 268px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgxG9RIntzSPQgpZjqL8SFfdVAPF-kY_xDqvoSP8HJbWxz3ltBoOp98rEi4Mj1Jgytgfoqvw953zCetIy_NDWsGbGehmj-6w7yhyphenhyphenzKpGZNrWcbC2CvXoXB9EDwErKWaRlxizKfp3aVdNY/s320/the_ant_bully.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356844036244152514" /></a> There are few aspects of parenthood that are as visceral as the need to protect our children. So it’s no surprise that when there’s a scraped knee, bully, or fire-breathing dragon threatening our children, we are on the front lines with artillery ready to comfort, then fire.<br /><br />What IS a surprise is that insurance companies all across the country continue to discriminate against individuals with autism by denying medically necessary, evidence based treatment that is prescribed by a doctor. Now, we as parents are forced to deal with the biggest bully of them all. It’s unfortunate, but true, that this large, powerful industry and lobbying group can withhold something so vital to our children’s health and future. And it’s up to us to change public policy for our country’s children and for future generations.<br /><br />I'll never forget the wave of sick that swept over me when I realized appropriate life-saving treatment for our son could cost up to $50,000 per year. We risked bankruptcy, became deeply in debt, and suffered immeasurable stress so we could implement treatment prescribed by our son's physician. 72 children are diagnosed with autism each day. Families are placed in this agonizing situation, most of whom will never be able to afford a proper diagnosis let alone treatment no matter what they sacrifice. So what results? Divorce. Bankruptcy. Job loss. And a child who never has the opportunity to progress or even recover from autism. <br /><br />Justice.<br /><br />Please join me by calling and emailing Speaker Pelosi (202) 225-0100 and Majority Leader Reid (202) 224-3542. All you need to say is this, <span style="font-weight:bold;">"Health reform that does not stop autism insurance discrimination is unacceptable."</span> It only takes a couple clicks to make an impact. <a href="http://www.autismvotes.org/c.frKNI3PCImE/b.5288147/k.6323/Federal_Autism_Insurance_Reform__ad/siteapps/advocacy/ActionItem.aspx">Take action HERE!</a><br /><br />Together, we can save the futures of countless children with autism all across the country. <br /><br />For those of you who followed me through Clay's Law, this is federal legislation (vs state) that will be much more comprehensive, helping families all across the nation.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7rVX_nSLFtg&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7rVX_nSLFtg&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-48894611096000499782009-06-26T09:00:00.004-06:002009-06-26T09:47:44.107-06:00Spiderman and Other Tall TalesOne nice thing about long summer days is the ability to sneak in some good reading time while one of your kids is dressed up as Spiderman climbing the lamp post right outside the window and while the other two boys are busy watching…<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgabLPy8b8dmawlF2smG4bZsqQ_nz6zJeF8E2wyoMZI92s1SGCIIfwgSE1zZhLyj4nZhAnP8GonVn1oUt51HuVM7I_R3dGba1u0UiPxoHBHSOdw9cXI9BpycrJy_4eoqy8Q0OxpMuIz11A/s1600-h/IMG_2999.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgabLPy8b8dmawlF2smG4bZsqQ_nz6zJeF8E2wyoMZI92s1SGCIIfwgSE1zZhLyj4nZhAnP8GonVn1oUt51HuVM7I_R3dGba1u0UiPxoHBHSOdw9cXI9BpycrJy_4eoqy8Q0OxpMuIz11A/s320/IMG_2999.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5351653721568936626" border="0" /></a><br />If you find yourself in this unique position, you must whip out your favorite book. Then record what you’re reading on <a href="http://goodreads.com">Good Reads</a>. Oh, and don’t forget to friend me. I’d love to see what books you love. <br /><br />Currently reading: <span style="font-style:italic;">The Girls from Ames</span> by Jeffrey Zaslow<br /><br />Favorite book I’ve read in the last three months:<span style="font-style:italic;"> Still Alice</span> by Lisa Genova<br /><br />What are you reading?Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-57792761941138916042009-06-11T08:57:00.011-06:002009-06-11T09:33:48.708-06:00Father's Day Gift Idea - Wrapped With Love<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9-CG2GW0_Iihtb8TpLlA25YnLeC3p5mmzQ4hDLNoF-KpQGC7uhtrH2885s0ePaFgTdEPSZbyDtcL4pUZDjKSSrQNlclxyMrlmBIsnutA6q4Q_iZBbH5Wj3-VY2V77Wqp5FJ8NeXQj6Ek/s1600-h/riesen_pl.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 273px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg9-CG2GW0_Iihtb8TpLlA25YnLeC3p5mmzQ4hDLNoF-KpQGC7uhtrH2885s0ePaFgTdEPSZbyDtcL4pUZDjKSSrQNlclxyMrlmBIsnutA6q4Q_iZBbH5Wj3-VY2V77Wqp5FJ8NeXQj6Ek/s320/riesen_pl.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346086105445011794" /></a><br />"Riesens" Why I Love You<br /><br />1. Purchase a bag of chocolate Riesens (chewy chocolate caramels). <br /><br />2. Get some manly scrapbook paper – maybe with a Boston Terrier print or something (rub it in the dirt if you think it will look even manlier). <br /><br />3. On the plain white side of the scrapbook paper, write reasons why you love your husband/dad and why you appreciate him. Get the kids involved. They might even tell you he let them watch a PG-13 movie or let them eat ice cream cones on the couch or other secrets that you may not know about. <br /><br />4. Cut in strips. Unwrap all Riesens. Wrap strip of paper around the Riesen. Wrap back up in original wrapper. Set aside. Eat one (not the one you just wrapped!). Then another. Repeat. <br /><br />5. Place the newly wrapped Riesens in a clear cellophane bag and tie with a little note that says “Riesens Why We Love You.” Be specific - and clever! Make him laugh. (Caution: don't bring up the corner in the kitchen where he always places his spare change, credit cards, and hankie. Just don't.)<br /><br />I gave this to my husband for our anniversary, and it is the gift that keeps giving (Agh - cliche alert!). He would come home from work everyday talking about which "Riesen" he had eaten that day. In my case, I'd have irritable bowel syndrome of the mouth as I wouldn't be eating just one.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-47527676961255088582009-06-07T21:52:00.006-06:002009-06-08T22:32:03.636-06:00Summer = Life Eternal<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEherjemCO9W8xAHKCHdzGDi6OMKkkFhFk7F9HmdQBg8LtnjHW74VkMCvWHiaKHZLjoHR9iGky93HjSm2r5k_fIP02gcboeyEK_QxA-Q3nuUEdP1_oSJwApjmMjBx0ZTYsZPK4L9TodDoV4/s1600-h/081185650X_large.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 227px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEherjemCO9W8xAHKCHdzGDi6OMKkkFhFk7F9HmdQBg8LtnjHW74VkMCvWHiaKHZLjoHR9iGky93HjSm2r5k_fIP02gcboeyEK_QxA-Q3nuUEdP1_oSJwApjmMjBx0ZTYsZPK4L9TodDoV4/s320/081185650X_large.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344803620380690242" /></a>Playing on iTunes – Abracadabra by Steve Miller Band (that must be why I'm imagining salsa dancers wearing hats with hot pink feathers fluttering with every hip movement) <br /><br />It doesn’t take the fresh smell of grass clippings to shoot me into summer nostalgia. It does take a week of the boys being home from school wondering how it could only be noon even though they’ve already emptied the garbage, practiced the piano/guitar, read for 30 minutes, attended swim lessons, eaten three otter pops each, built a fort in the field behind our house, and played me in a heated game of speed. Doesn’t this break some natural law? Can the summer solstice exist everyday for three months out of the year? There should be scientific studies on the connection in which the average summer day is lengthened by three hours without us actually knowing it. I think most moms of school age children would agree. <br /><br />What to do to tackle these days of Tuck Everlasting? Here’s my rough draft list…<br /><br />• Go ice blocking (come on, you’re not that old)<br />• Make boats from empty water bottles and duct tape. Then float down the ditch.<br />• Make a target and have bb-gun shooting contests (don’t worry we’ve never shot our eyes out. Knock on wood.)<br />• Ride city transit to the donut shop<br />• Ice skating<br />• Planetarium<br />• Picnic in the park (bring a Frisbee and a dog if you have one)<br />• Take scooters to the roller skating rink<br />• Make a fort – outside or inside<br />• Go to your closest independent bookseller and attend an author reading/signing.<br />• Write a children’s book together (www.mightyauthors.com)<br />• Blow up water balloons. If you have a trampoline put them on the tramp and see how many you and your kids can pop.<br />• Repeat<br /><br />I'd love to hear your idea. LOVE to.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-84578997072311270932009-05-19T10:37:00.008-06:002009-05-22T14:19:42.621-06:00Firewood or Family Heirloom?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy1pYHAaqFXtUUYv4TAsvMErUXkO-xKaGiBeebAVxLBnbYrytlF3et7rEJfkK2wkEh-yzsFA_g6NkyXyml8N5kI6KFUb0M9kfacyvvGHcFRrWuwVAW2lr4iYPfQIKVwXqBCzFKRzBoj5Q/s1600-h/wish+frame.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhy1pYHAaqFXtUUYv4TAsvMErUXkO-xKaGiBeebAVxLBnbYrytlF3et7rEJfkK2wkEh-yzsFA_g6NkyXyml8N5kI6KFUb0M9kfacyvvGHcFRrWuwVAW2lr4iYPfQIKVwXqBCzFKRzBoj5Q/s400/wish+frame.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337577377202701442" /></a>Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about how much more enriched our lives become when we create meaningful memories with family and friends. Sure we have our jobs, to do lists, pets to feed, “important” responsibilities like leading a twibe on Twitter, but when we inevitable hit that tree that we didn't see ahead, suddenly all of that is meaningless. Think for a minute. When you get together with family as adults, what do you do? We talk about the time we as sisters squirted brown Mary Kay make-up into our brother’s brand new underwear and left it on the floor for him to discover. It’s those memories that add texture and color to our lives. So let’s start creating…<br /><br />I’m about to share with you what I think is the coolest (please circle one) time capsule/family discussion piece/framed honeycomb ever designed. I found it in a catalog - love at first glance. <a href="http://www.uncommongoods.com/item/item.jsp?itemId=17947">Uncommon Goods</a> shipped it two weeks ago. I opened the package like when I was eight years old and it was the box that contained my first cabbage patch doll. And I could hardly wait to reveal my "when my boys are adults conversational piece." I carefully painted and prepped it for the big day. Never mind that Sean cocked an eyebrow when I unveiled…pause for anticipation…our brand new family wishing/worry wall. I began to doubt my passion for this home furnishing/sentimental family heirloom/fully recyclable wall hanging. <br /><br />It wasn’t until I found the perfect moment to sit down with my boys (Sean included) that I explained why this was so special. As I brought it out from behind the piano, their eyes grew wide. Their eyebrows furrowed. Their eyes scanned the frame with question marks. Finally in exasperation, in stereo, they asked, “What is it?” I took out the small box that contained the neon-colored papers. I explained to them that they were to write their hopes, dreams, goals, and fears on the strips of paper. Then roll them up and tuck them inside the holes. To my surprise they excitedly sorted through the paper picking their favorite colors. They immediately started scrawling their thoughts on the paper. Then they carefully selected the hole to tuck it into. They sat back to admire with the satisfaction of creating a unique piece art. Yesterday, when I picked up the boys from school, Drew excitedly told me that he had taken first place, beating every fifth grader in his school, in the 50-yard dash. And hey Mom, “Can I write it on, you know, those pieces of paper and stick it in the wall.” Whose your Mama? <br /><br />Many of you may know my favorite book is <span style="font-style:italic;"><a href="http://www.suemonkkidd.com">Secret Life of Bees</a></span> by Sue Monk Kidd. This book is special because the unique story almost becomes palpable; the writing makes it feel like butterfly wings are tickling your skin, and the characters and symbolism are deep and rich. If you haven’t read this book, you’re missing out on something akin to the richest chocolate ever made. You’ll understand a new dimension of what makes this wishing wall - now hanging in our hallway - so special.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiB0qiAhycD4oJlmEkwJN0_nE3fNG_wuD1yB4CkYeiqQDmIOzkF16L5qEv5vyW3Qnl9rsQcm-SjS3A2EFfU2uCFnFkbcy6u06WqBQqkP5kyBDiCpDuea4gekyCHofq7tZbfqs3kNNht1Mk/s1600-h/IMG_3229.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 190px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiB0qiAhycD4oJlmEkwJN0_nE3fNG_wuD1yB4CkYeiqQDmIOzkF16L5qEv5vyW3Qnl9rsQcm-SjS3A2EFfU2uCFnFkbcy6u06WqBQqkP5kyBDiCpDuea4gekyCHofq7tZbfqs3kNNht1Mk/s200/IMG_3229.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337578537986827074" /></a><br /><br />What would you write on your wishing/hopes/fears/successes wall?Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-12199969156690413342009-05-12T11:15:00.003-06:002009-05-13T17:06:46.737-06:00Social Media: Useful Tool or Recyclable Waste?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUgBdRjKYrf8w_ZUPgX-5cFI3igKNiWp6lcs5-5j7OxqqER8YmkTYALwNiIcSXsd2ToO5ERcvprIV4F1gru6zeJwPLUBtMPjq6vmeYm2oPXz5293FbKSmizAGfA16yTJVcAC-e5umP9-o/s1600-h/social-media.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 256px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUgBdRjKYrf8w_ZUPgX-5cFI3igKNiWp6lcs5-5j7OxqqER8YmkTYALwNiIcSXsd2ToO5ERcvprIV4F1gru6zeJwPLUBtMPjq6vmeYm2oPXz5293FbKSmizAGfA16yTJVcAC-e5umP9-o/s320/social-media.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334975576048747650" /></a>Lately, my creativity has been locked in an airtight box hidden in my mind somewhere. As frustrating as it is, I have hope that if I take the right combination of vitamins or start mowing the lawn, or that, perhaps, just the right look at a double rainbow, it might spontaneously open. I remember the days where I'd blog, and even make it somewhat interesting, about why I line my own toilet with toilet paper before sitting down.<br /><br />What’s to blame? Unproductive time spent on Twitter, Facebook, blogging? I just read a statistic, on Twitter of all places, that our time on the internet now exceeds our time spent watching television. No surprise, but wow, how do we get anything accomplished when we're hovering over our computers like information addicts anticipating the next tweet which goes something like this, "Good morning! I ate scrambled eggs for breakfast." How do we get sucked into this? How am I supposed to write, or study, with all that chirping looming over me begging to be read. As if the magpies on my roof aren't enough! In an effort to organize all this chatter, I downloaded a program, Tweetdeck, which manages all my tweets and tweeters and peeps and facebook status updates. Simplification? Nah - Pandemonium! <br /><br />I have to be frank, it's nearly as addicting as an engaging book - it lassos me in and drags me to the trough. I'm sure it doesn't have anything to do with the fact that I'm an information junkie, and that keeping tabs on publishing industry, autism moms, long lost cousins, and favorite authors are just a tweet away. But is it using time productively? That depends. <br /><br />In lieu of my sudden realization that my rear end may have increased in size and my laundry seems to mate, reproducing multiple offspring while waiting to be folded, I've taken a lent-like vow to decrease my time using social media. There I said it in public - I must adhere! I’m living my real life, signed up for class, and I'm contemplating writing another book. I’ve been agonizing over what to write for months – until yesterday. I was sitting in the pediatrician’s office when I heard something that burst that box in the back of my mind open so wide, I thought I might lose it while I scrambled to find a pencil and paper. <br /><br />So I wake up this morning and I’m not sure the idea seems as great as it did yesterday sitting in a room full of sick kids. But I think I’m going to run with it. We'll see what my literary agent thinks about it. Maybe it's just a pipe dream. But then again, how can I have pipe dreams when I'm too busy tweeting or re-posting "important" links on Facebook. <br /><br />Especially when I never know when the box of creativity might once again...slam shut.<br /><br />Okay now, I'm very interested in hearing your ideas for the next book...Let's see if you're even close.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-25587592238288742842009-04-30T11:12:00.017-06:002009-04-30T19:39:17.853-06:00In Defense of Friendship<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEeRhDCsfWxHAcYIVAdbXBYk9vLYVoQS84Zr6FaAn6zo3TlbxmKJGEKH3AmOmLPWVEhoDdpxpcL-eqzHo3ezQV3c2XzLPluQFsy6vKGc5VXBD1Sm8cFqx0Qn25jxtK_cVaF-PA8iDxHkU/s1600-h/girlfriends.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 210px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEeRhDCsfWxHAcYIVAdbXBYk9vLYVoQS84Zr6FaAn6zo3TlbxmKJGEKH3AmOmLPWVEhoDdpxpcL-eqzHo3ezQV3c2XzLPluQFsy6vKGc5VXBD1Sm8cFqx0Qn25jxtK_cVaF-PA8iDxHkU/s320/girlfriends.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330570544671996530" /></a>Several years ago my front door became a revolving portal through which therapists, early intervention specialists, kids for playgroups, and sometimes stray animals entered. Despite the chaos, I felt overwhelmingly isolated. So it was with irony that I decided I was too busy for friendships. I went on my “mom on a mission” life and thought I was tough enough to make it on my own. <br /><br />It wasn’t really until the biggest storm blew over that I finally realized the importance of friends – which seems backwards, doesn’t it? Well it is. I wish I had come to this eureka moment much sooner. It isn’t until we make our friends a priority, that we receive the serendipitous rewards of friendship. We must squeeze in time whether it's between soccer practice, homework, science fairs, and work. If we don't, we're missing out on an important piece of life.<br /><br />So I’m dedicating this blog entry to all the friends who have lifted me in hard times, cheered me on when failure was imminent, and told me to remember my own motto. <br /><br />To you!<br /><br />Here’s to the friend(s) who: <br /><br />• came to my door holding “made from scratch” cupcakes in one hand and her three-year old in the other. For the entire conversation I forgot that I was a week overdue with Bobby Banjo. I even got so carried away they slid off the plate, yes all 10 of them, homemade frosting side down on the carpet.<br /><br />• brought me flowers, unknowingly, right after my four-year old told me he hated me for the very first time and slammed the door in my face.<br /><br />• said to me, “I’ll take dorky over fluffy” any day, referring to me as the dork.<br /><br />• is a make up artist and volunteered to do my make up for my author photo. She also had done Stephenie Meyer, Glenn Beck, and other celebs which made me feel even more special to be grazed by her foundation brush.<br /><br />• brought dinner over the day Sean passed out in the bathroom at work.<br /><br />• drove to SLC to my book signing in the snow with her car full of girlfriends, and arranged for us to all have dinner beforehand.<br /><br />• drove miles to come to my Malad library event – many of whom I haven’t seen since high school.<br /><br />• saw I needed girl time and arranged to go mountain biking with me.<br /><br />• brought dinner over when I had strep throat for the seventh time that year.<br /><br />• read my book and sent me touching emails. There are many of you all across the country.<br /><br />• didn't get upset with me for dominating the conversation because she kept asking me so many questions.<br /><br />• reassured me that I can still make it to heaven even if I've said a few bad words.<br /><br />• didn't freak out when I dented her car.<br /><br />• told me my zipper really wasn't down when I gave that presentation even though it really was.<br /><br />• arranged to have lunch last week. Judd had a fever that day, but I took him with me anyway. As I opened the door of the restaurant, her son was throwing up in the corner. We ended up chatting and crying in the car in her driveway. <br /><br />• blogging friends who have better lift and support than a 44D.<br /><br />• took photos at my book signing, enlarged one to a 5x7, framed it and delivered shortly after. Also included in the package was a necklace imprinted with the year 2009 and on the flipside says, “Never, never give up.” <br /><br />• reciprocates but doesn't smother.<br /><br />• watched Bobby Banjo so that I could pitch my tent at the capitol for 45 days.<br /><br />• acted as my personal publicists.<br /><br />• know the importance of women supporting each other.<br /><br />• laughed and sometimes snorted even when I wasn't that funny.<br /><br />• reassured me my that it isn't likely any of my kids will be in prison someday.<br /><br />• (aka autism moms) who inspire me to be better, every single day.<br /><br />• taught me how to be a good friend.<br /><br />Aging is inevitable, but friendship keeps us living.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5hr4OB_Bk23gR1yYeglSDSAhu0TJpSZVc5_GXVSIliiWT5SZNr1sR6dybKnZeiAWgySjx4HfqPzR1oT9TRn_reBP5PeqHxkCntPHqdqH7csmdUYG7tZVgHOfquk3f-b5OmPVOdLYqmYo/s1600-h/DSCN0001.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi5hr4OB_Bk23gR1yYeglSDSAhu0TJpSZVc5_GXVSIliiWT5SZNr1sR6dybKnZeiAWgySjx4HfqPzR1oT9TRn_reBP5PeqHxkCntPHqdqH7csmdUYG7tZVgHOfquk3f-b5OmPVOdLYqmYo/s320/DSCN0001.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330572474199548962" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHa2aaoJBzeJHVqXry57IZvT0h0j8wu9sfPIH3hKY-6IV3sc3zH6Xn9bGyANKxiqUT47nNhE46Jd2TZhNZw5Kc3dud4oqKkuyVFoU5TloCY7NBapClAYvm08wBxXzXJzOT7TBIlgZCoxI/s1600-h/IMG_2931_2.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 222px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhHa2aaoJBzeJHVqXry57IZvT0h0j8wu9sfPIH3hKY-6IV3sc3zH6Xn9bGyANKxiqUT47nNhE46Jd2TZhNZw5Kc3dud4oqKkuyVFoU5TloCY7NBapClAYvm08wBxXzXJzOT7TBIlgZCoxI/s320/IMG_2931_2.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330572198563507714" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-60431336001437689762009-04-16T21:27:00.006-06:002009-04-18T16:43:06.923-06:00Are you ready to Betty?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLUa-UEA5UthpG1XZjpDZRpZI3k_HrrD2IUwAkZviCYkgGSPlY7epbL8jIAXJ_dcTdsdLlpFMoeQyvcu4Ajvb7qhGmvtr5TtMHcVQsaK9GeoNv3FmnrRYPcrINKu47JA6JmHGj1lrVKC4/s1600-h/clip_image001.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 172px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgLUa-UEA5UthpG1XZjpDZRpZI3k_HrrD2IUwAkZviCYkgGSPlY7epbL8jIAXJ_dcTdsdLlpFMoeQyvcu4Ajvb7qhGmvtr5TtMHcVQsaK9GeoNv3FmnrRYPcrINKu47JA6JmHGj1lrVKC4/s200/clip_image001.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325517903360359458" /></a>Tuesday morning, I received some terrible news. So disappointing and gut wrenching (at that very moment) that I contemplated running in front of the guy on a bike that I just saw pass by my house. I settled on a trip to Super Target instead. But before I left I checked my email for the third time in 60 seconds. Nothing? Still? Where are these people I emailed seconds ago! The exclamation in my head is barely punctuated as I stepped on a lego with my naked foot. %$&#! <br /><br />I passed by the mirror on my way out the door. I cautiously backed up. Bubble appears above my head. "Does it really look like I have silicone implants in my butt, or is it the pocket placement on my jeans. Pocket placement. When I clench it’s not so bad, but if you look at it from that angle…where is that guy on the bike? Did he pass already?"<br /><br />I get in the car, plug in my iPhone and click to the Titanic Soundtrack. I suddenly remember the Huggies commercial from yesterday, and my throat swells. So I forward to Chariots of Fire. I get to Super Target seconds later (normally a 15 minute drive) with sweat beads on my forehead and a resolve to start training for the Boston Marathon. <br /><br />I smooth out my crumpled grocery list:<br /><br />Milk<br />Eggs <br />Bread<br />Medium cheddar cheese<br />String cheese<br />Go-Lean cereal<br />O.J.<br />Walnuts<br />Almonds<br />Apples<br />Oranges<br />Bananas<br />Yogurt<br /><br />Two hours later, I swing into the shortest line. I notice the contents in my cart. My list – buried in the cart somewhere.<br /><br />Crunchy Cheetos <br />Cheetos Puffs <br />Flamin' Hot Cheetos <br />Cheetos Puffs Twists <br />Natural Puffs White Cheddar <br />Fritos twists<br /><em>Have a New Kid by Friday </em>by Dr. Kevin Leman<br />A t-shirt (long enough to cover my pockets) that says, “You mess with me, you mess with the whole family”<br />Fish net stockings<br />Lindt truffles<br />Tofifay<br />Martinelli’s<br />Twinkies<br />Hostess cupcakes<br />Chocolate milk<br />Ben and Jerry’s Chunky Monkey<br />Tampons – Super, super<br />Midol<br />Sunless spray-on tan<br /><br />As I unloaded the groceries in the car, I carefully placed the Cheetos in the front seat. Then I wildly threw the rest into the back and shoved the cart down the row. I hopped in the front seat and tore into the Cheetos like I was a kid opening her first Christmas present. I didn’t slow down until I reached the bottom of the bag. Where are the truffles. I NEED them to balance the salty. Then I called Sean and asked him if he thought my rear was too big, because I knew he’d say something wickedly delicious. And he did. Click. He must have known about the fish net stockings.<br /><br />Product placement warning. Please leave a comment! <a href="http://www.bettyconfidential.com/ar/ld/a/A_Cure_For_Autism.html">Betty Confidential</a> autism essay.<br /><br />Next up? Photos from Malad book signing...I so heart all of you. Which reminds me of how <a href="http://seriouslysoblessed.blogspot.com/2009/04/its-about-shrieking-time-spring-got.html">Seriously So Blessed </a>I am.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-86771198495893132032009-04-01T22:30:00.002-06:002009-04-01T22:42:55.297-06:00Bahama Mama<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1MSQyE3veo4Pp_09YAwYYzxT1j78lyZ188Mzip5uTMyRQL4IwFUWfbZfeHwPR4b01WPj-8SdiXDRG2M6M09l7DIOC05Lg1wt5dWDn7nu4Wd80TqzdW9s6WWUYD6pk6ntnzMLFl7mVR7E/s1600-h/989-1.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 198px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1MSQyE3veo4Pp_09YAwYYzxT1j78lyZ188Mzip5uTMyRQL4IwFUWfbZfeHwPR4b01WPj-8SdiXDRG2M6M09l7DIOC05Lg1wt5dWDn7nu4Wd80TqzdW9s6WWUYD6pk6ntnzMLFl7mVR7E/s200/989-1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5319949772265566770" /></a>I just noticed my last post was on Friday the 13th. This one - April Fool's Day. Something must be on the horizon and it had better not be magpies on my roof.<br /><br />We just got back from our cruise to the Bahamas. I have been snowing ever since. Really. Sean and I fell asleep to the crashing of 20-foot waves and a warm breeze for a few hours with only a dab of sunscreen on our noses. One day later and 600 mg of ibuprofen every four hours, one could upholster a sofa with my skin and have a stylish, comfortable leather couch. My face has shed four layers and is now a camouflage of browns and reds. I looked like a leper just in time for my <a href="http://www.kued.org/productions/utahnow/?action=viewShowDetails&id=152">PBS interview</a> this afternoon. Product placement warning.<br /><br />As I crossed the threshold into our house of insanity, I was met by Bobby Banjo skidding down the hall in his dinosaur pajamas. He threw himself into my arms and kissed me all over. We snuggled for a few minutes before I started reading him a delightful new book of poems my editor sent home with me called My Hippo Has the Hiccups. As I turned to page 3, Judd looked at me and said, "Mom, I thought you were dead." I thought he was starting his own poem until I waited for him to deliver his second and third lines but instead he just stared at me with his eyes searching mine. I squished my nose on his and said, "I'm not dead, silly. I just went on a cruise!" He wrinkled his freckled nose and started to laugh. I guessed it was okay for me to laugh - even in the face of death. Then I put him to bed and dreamed I barely survived the sinking of the Titanic.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOhFO0w14Oo85LaLONL0NMB5i5zcKKR2v_9Q6Yly9jxKhdfrNczHhfcTc3r3nt3Lpc03CQUUrvPCe_XNqtcfu3GHcTz9hURK7rccNmyfZOblgZ6_2MmuJdhxO4WVKGjFwQqkU4OBc0tLE/s1600-h/IMG_2875.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOhFO0w14Oo85LaLONL0NMB5i5zcKKR2v_9Q6Yly9jxKhdfrNczHhfcTc3r3nt3Lpc03CQUUrvPCe_XNqtcfu3GHcTz9hURK7rccNmyfZOblgZ6_2MmuJdhxO4WVKGjFwQqkU4OBc0tLE/s200/IMG_2875.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5319946949203421410" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-5482390560929874902009-03-13T09:10:00.005-06:002009-03-13T09:30:17.462-06:00Leave A Comment - Win A Book!<a href="http://www.ageofautism.com/2009/03/age-of-autism-contest-leeann-whiffens-a-childs-journey-out-of-autism.html">Age of Autism</a> is running a contest for my book! Run on over and leave a comment. It just might be your lucky day!<br /><br />Remember - even if you already have one by the side of your bed, you still need one for the top of the toilet.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJLf6W16T1q3T_3rD1hFO9m4SCcyEn8aEoNqDxTF4tvYaGGHri8n5OQtq-TBPLzE61TqHHFY453AIbMOYJiZm0G1vzhTOo4CVe0fdhh8-UJOVHTaKLAJV5iZulQ6jQHPiZ3xecRHDRycU/s1600-h/sbRunningElated.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 116px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJLf6W16T1q3T_3rD1hFO9m4SCcyEn8aEoNqDxTF4tvYaGGHri8n5OQtq-TBPLzE61TqHHFY453AIbMOYJiZm0G1vzhTOo4CVe0fdhh8-UJOVHTaKLAJV5iZulQ6jQHPiZ3xecRHDRycU/s200/sbRunningElated.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5312693581199607106" /></a>Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6962114764800973010.post-11538922726489740132009-03-03T08:18:00.007-07:002009-03-03T14:03:43.124-07:00Now Available in Bookstores!The legislative session in Utah is only 45 days long, but it feels like we're on the television show "Lost" trying to figure out how to get off the island, and there is just no end. I wake up each morning with what Brittany, Steve, and I have termed the "legislative hangover" which consists of 4-5 hours of sleep per night, a nauseating headache that is only made worse by looking at those facebook ads of babies with four eyes, and trying to figure out how a vote at 10 a.m. could end up at 4 p.m. And please...PLEASE don't call me on my cell phone. My monthly bill last month rivaled our car payment. My children have started calling me "grandma" (the one who lives in Idaho) because they see me just about as often. We have March 12 circled on our calendars. I've even doodled fireworks on that day. If it passes, we can celebrate. If it fails, our legislative hangovers will live on. Godspeed!*<br /><br />So in the middle of all this, I've been made aware of some exciting news. My book, <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Childs-Journey-out-Autism-Familys/dp/1402218389/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1236095161&sr=1-1">A Child's Journey out of Autism</a>, is now available in bookstores! I also have a couple of events coming up, so please mark them on your calendars. I would be thrilled to see you there! <br /><br /><a href="http://kingsenglish.booksense.com/NASApp/store/IndexJsp;jsessionid=abccNXnUFLwj5dn0rxq7r?s=storeevents">The King's English Bookshop</a> - Friday, April 3rd @ 7 p.m. (Salt Lake City - 1511 South 1500 East)<br /><br />Oneida Public Library (Malad City); 31 N. 100, Malad, ID 83252 - Wednesday, April 8th, 7:00 PM<br /><br /><object width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/BNjdxD844GQ&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BNjdxD844GQ&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="295"></embed></object><br /><br />*My experience with Clay's Law has been a fulfilling, tremendously rewarding experience. This is another blog entry (even book) that will be meant to inspire. It's opened up an entirely new world where I have been able to experience love, loss, laughter, and hopefully an eventual victory.Leeannhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15280273738177421345noreply@blogger.com16